This academic year, the Addison education department has been fortunate to host three Phillips Academy students as they complete their Work Duty assignments. This past term, we asked the students to choose a work of art from the Addison’s permanent collection and to reflect on its personal and academic significance to the student. This is Part 2 of senior Lauren Kim's reflection on Thomas Worthington Whittredge's Home by the Sea. Part 1 was posted last week.
Just beyond the homestead in the painting, there’s a bank of
trees, which opens up to wide, free-spirited plains. The expansive land is similar
to a blank canvas in the way that both spaces are open for creation or
imagination to fill them—I feel a connection to these open spaces because they
represent the expansion of my own horizons—the life that I’ve already
experienced and also what’s to come. The homestead in the foreground comes off
as more cozy and tight-knit than the distant land and water. Meanwhile, the
land and water are free, boundless, and they hint at the idea of what lies
outside the framed perspective of the canvas and the familiarity of home. I
feel that the small farm identifies with my house, a place whose bounds I’ve
grown up within, and the expansive pasture is a natural representation of
experiencing the world for the first time: traveling to different countries,
maturing intellectually and personality-wise, learning through personal
struggle and victories. Whittredge is able to connect the different tiers of
environment seamlessly by painting intricate, careful, and specific strokes and
using a palette of soft, natural colors. The plains, the sea, and the sky fade
from one to the next in a way that emanates a calming and comforting harmony.
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| Thomas Worthington Whittredge, Home by the Sea, 1872 |
The atmosphere of the painting is uncluttered and expansive,
but instead of leaving the land completely cleared, Whittredge includes fieldworkers
and ships. Although they are a small part of the painting, I find it
interesting that he chose to include them. The focus could have been just
entirely on the shifting of different aspects of nature (the water, the land,
the sky) from one into another, but with the people, I thought about what part
they play in the painting. I wondered what kind of backstories the workers on
the field or on the ships had. Just spending time looking and reacting to it
through my thoughts, I also thought about the correlation between the people
and the landscape of the piece. I asked myself “how does the location of the
people affect themselves or their roles?” Perhaps the ships and the people in
the field represent one’s venturing outside familiar grounds: a departure.
People often grow up in a home like my own, but eventually
they have to venture out into the world to discover new experiences and expose
themselves to different outlooks on life in order to grow. These life
opportunities let us open ourselves to diversity of all kinds—whether
religious, cultural, or socioeconomic. If I never left home, I wouldn’t be able to fully realize who I could be—I would be
held back by a constant feeling of closeness and familiarity. I found this
painting in the Addison Gallery, on a campus that is so incredibly far from my
home and everything I’ve come to associate with it. Now, I am someone
completely different. I’m not the shy, youngest cousin who feels intimidated by
her twenty-something cousins at family gatherings, or the daughter who needs my
mom to pick me up from the ballet lessons and art classes that I attended
against my will. I’ve changed, and I’m no longer restricted to the world of my
home.
When I arrived at Andover as a 14 year-old, wide-eyed
freshman, my past experiences leading up to that moment had been within the
bounds of all things related to home.
Now that I’ve been at Andover for almost four years, I’ve been able to develop
this deeper sense of home, not
limited by physical boundaries, and
the underlying meanings a simple word like that could have for an individual. I
think that in many ways, Andover has become a new home for me. Through countless
meals in the cafeteria around the grey table with friends who I see and spend
time with everyday, early mornings during Winter term shoveling paths outside
Johnson Hall, and the enriched discussions that saturate the atmosphere in
Bullfinch Hall as fully as my mind. So many aspects of Andover will be
cherished after I leave, both the bad and the good times. Through reflecting on
this painting, I’ve realized that you can’t experience something twice, or that
sometimes you don’t truly know how significant something is to you until you
don’t have it anymore. Of course, I haven’t lost my home; when I go back to
Bannockburn during school breaks, everything often feels the same as the last
time I was there, and yes, my parents, my friends, my room are still there.
However, being away at Andover and stretching and growing through the
challenging, fast-paced atmosphere at Phillips Academy has highlighted the true
invaluable and irreplaceable quality of home.
My home will always
give me a warming comfort through my pure memories of my childhood spent
there. When I spend time looking at
Whittredge’s piece, I can just for a time forget about the uncertainties of my
upcoming transition to college (or even my future at large)—the black canvas
that lies before me—and remember my home. I feel that the painting depicts a
beautiful scene of my life—how far I’ve come and how much further I will go. Home by the Sea reminds me of the future
ahead of me. Symbolically like the open, clear sea in the painting—the same
waters that have led countless explorers and expeditions to new, unknown
destinations—I have my life ahead of me. Time is coming for me to find myself
and establish my identity as a person and whichever roles I will take on.
--Lauren Kim, Phillips Academy Class of 2013